ShineYourLightCollective

ATTN : PATREON HAS BEEN UPDATED AGAIN FOR SEPTEMBER 2021 SO ALL THE TIERS AND BENEFITS ARE NOW DIFFERENT AND CHANGED AGAIN SINCE THE MAKING OF THIS VIDEO AND WHAT I SHARED HERE!! GOD BLESS!! In this video I give an update on Patreon, because a lot has changed, new tiers, and new benefits! :) https://www.patreon.com/sylcollective EDIT : I just realized that the $10 tier and $50 because they are new tiers don't have access to a lot of old content yet on there because they have to be checkmarked individually for each and every single post. Phew! I've already done a few, but I am going to bed now, and will have to continue this tomorrow, and will hopefully have it all squared away by the end of the month, not sure how far back I'm going to go to adding them for the old content yet, like before I was saved, or only after. I will just have to see when I am more awake. Also, I forgot to add (though you can go on my Patreon to read it yourself) that the $100 tier person can give their Zoom Call away if they so choose monthly to do so to not just a lower tier patron, but ANYONE with my approval of course, friends, family, a YouTube fan that can't afford to help out, etc. ! :D DISCLAIMER : I do not claim to be a teacher. I am just a fallible human being that is speaking on my experiences, and my understanding of things. The only reliable authority we can have is Jesus Christ. Join : Facebook Group : https://www.facebook.com/groups/345175806532296 Donate : Patreon : https://www.patreon.com/kristinmichelle PayPal : paypal.me/sylcollective or you can use my email through PayPal if the direct link doesn't work (shineyourlightcollective@gmail.com) Connect : Email : shineyourlightcollective@gmail.com

TW (I do bring up the topic of rape, flashbacks of organized abuse, etc.) In this video I discuss the reality of Lust when it comes to "Sex Before Marriage" - Fornication, also Masturbation and Pornography. I also go into some of what I've learned about the spiritual realm when it comes to unhealthy soul ties formed, spirit husbands/wives, etc. And I talk about the steps I've taken to Overcome Lust + More! DISCLAIMER : I do not claim to be a teacher. I am just a fallible human being that is speaking on my experiences, and my understanding of things. The only reliable authority we can have is Jesus Christ. Join : Facebook Group : https://www.facebook.com/groups/345175806532296 Donate : Patreon : https://www.patreon.com/kristinmichelle PayPal : paypal.me/sylcollective or you can use my email through PayPal if the direct link doesn't work (shineyourlightcollective@gmail.com) Connect : Email : shineyourlightcollective@gmail.com

CW for mention of rape, sexual abuse In this video I give a short testimony about how Jesus Christ of Nazareth is currently healing me in many different areas of my health. DISCLAIMER : I do not claim to be a teacher. I am just a fallible human being that is speaking on my experiences, and my understanding of things. The only reliable authority we can have is Jesus Christ. Join : Facebook Group : https://www.facebook.com/groups/345175806532296 Donate : Patreon : https://www.patreon.com/kristinmichelle PayPal : paypal.me/sylcollective or you can use my email through PayPal if the direct link doesn't work (shineyourlightcollective@gmail.com) Connect : Email : shineyourlightcollective@gmail.com

Possible tw for this video (nothing graphic) In this video I give some after thoughts that have been on my mind that I wanted to add after doing my self-deliverance video series. I also want to add in this description of the video that building and preparing yourself by getting yourself in the Spirit is very important for self-deliverance. Praying, especially praying in tongues, and being filled with the Word of God, using that, and praising and worshipping Him helps keep me Walking in The Spirit beforehand and/or during makes this process run a lot smoother. Hope this helps!! Part 1 of Self-Deliverance Video: https://youtu.be/SnDrIH2m95M Part 2 of Self-Deliverance Video : https://youtu.be/nfSI4Wafh6g If you want to see more videos that are not public, be sure to join my Facebook Group, or join my Patreon which has even more videos or different videos that aren't in my Facebook group. Links Down Below! :D DISCLAIMER : I do not claim to be a teacher. I am just a fallible human being that is speaking on my experiences, and my understanding of things. The only reliable authority we can have is Jesus Christ. Join : Facebook Group : https://www.facebook.com/groups/345175806532296 Donate : Patreon : https://www.patreon.com/kristinmichelle PayPal : paypal.me/sylcollective or you can use my email through PayPal if the direct link doesn't work (shineyourlightcollective@gmail.com) Connect : Email : shineyourlightcollective@gmail.com

*TRIGGER WARNING* In this video this is the 2nd part to the 2 part series where I am casting out my own demons, and also switching into different alters because I also have Dissociative Identity Disorder (mainly littles - child parts of myself that are stuck at the age the traumas occurred) that are going through flashbacks and aging-up after casting out demons. One of them even started integrating on film! THIS IS RAW, HEAVY, AND EMOTIONAL! Please brace yourself! This is to expose the Enemy and The Kingdom of Darkness for all they put me through, and I'm far from the only one, and people need the help! Part 1 will be listed down below! p.s I know I said to fill yourself with the Holy Ghost after removal, but it had to wait until off video, because there was just too much going on. This can happen where you do it after multiple demons, not just one. Just make sure to do it ASAP! Same thing with renouncing, and repenting. It can come afterwards at a later time as necessary. You don't have to know what kind of demon it is for it to be cast out, but it can be very helpful. EDIT: Something did go wrong with the editing in Part 2. I had it captioned up top all the way through, but I guess it didn't save for some reason most of the captions, so hopefully people won't be too confused. Maybe it was The Enemy. Ha. Get Behind Me Satan!!! Part 1 : https://youtu.be/SnDrIH2m95M In the future I will share more resources. If you want to be apart of my journey I share more in my Facebook Group, and even more on Patreon. Links down below!!! DISCLAIMER : I do not claim to be a teacher. I am just a fallible human being that is speaking on my experiences, and my understanding of things. The only reliable authority we can have is Jesus Christ. Join : Facebook Group : https://www.facebook.com/groups/345175806532296 Donate : Patreon : https://www.patreon.com/kristinmichelle PayPal : paypal.me/sylcollective or you can use my email through PayPal if the direct link doesn't work (shineyourlightcollective@gmail.com) Connect : Email : shineyourlightcollective@gmail.com

*TRIGGER WARNING* In this 2 part video series I am talking about self-deliverance (casting out demons). In this Part 1 it's mostly just me explaining all about it, and my particular complex situation also living with Dissociative Identity Disorder (parts of my own fragmented soul) that I am now Integrating, while also doing this self-deliverance. I do cast a demon out in this video, so just a forewarning, it can get intense, loud, and even scary for some people (but please know there's no reason to fear). God is with us, and is always stronger than The Enemy! They will try to scare you, but don't be intimidated, step into your Power and Authority in Christ, and I believe you'll be just fine. If you're an unbeliever, I hope this 2 part video series will be the exposure you need to realize the Truth about the supernatural power of Jesus that ALL born-again believers can have access to. I would highly suggest watching Part 2 because there's much more going on in it when it comes to the action. I also go through flashbacks in Part 2 and integration and switch into different alters (parts of myself) as well as casting out demons. Part 2 will be linked down below. Part 2: https://youtu.be/nfSI4Wafh6g In the future I will share more resources. If you want to be apart of my journey I share more in my Facebook Group, and even more on Patreon. Links down below!!! DISCLAIMER : I do not claim to be a teacher. I am just a fallible human being that is speaking on my experiences, and my understanding of things. The only reliable authority we can have is Jesus Christ. Join : Facebook Group : https://www.facebook.com/groups/345175806532296 Donate : Patreon : https://www.patreon.com/kristinmichelle PayPal : paypal.me/sylcollective or you can use my email through PayPal if the direct link doesn't work (shineyourlightcollective@gmail.com) Connect : Email : shineyourlightcollective@gmail.com

TW!!! For survivors (prepare yourself to watch this one) In this video I talk about the different ways the Enemy can try to get to you, and what the Lord has been revealing to me about this. I also talk about one way the Lord helps you to combat any and all attacks of The Kingdom of Darkness. May you find healing and restoration with the Lord's help when it comes to all the trauma you may have gone through. Survivors could benefit off of this if they would just let it finally convict them, and if they are believers to surrender to The Holy Spirit that should be already living inside of them if they became truly born-again when they genuinely repented directly in prayer to God and put their trust in Jesus as Lord and Savior. I do say a prayer at the end of the video for a reason. Thank you Holy Spirit for helping to guide me through this even with all the attacks on me right now. God Is Good, and He is always Victorious!!! DISCLAIMER : I do not claim to be a teacher. I am just a fallible human being that is speaking on my experiences, and my understanding of things. The only reliable authority we can have is Jesus Christ. Join : Facebook Group : https://www.facebook.com/groups/345175806532296 Donate : Patreon : https://www.patreon.com/kristinmichelle PayPal : paypal.me/sylcollective or you can use my email through PayPal if the direct link doesn't work (shineyourlightcollective@gmail.com) Connect : Email : shineyourlightcollective@gmail.com

In this video I talk about Faith, and our Power && Authority In Christ when it comes to how we may be limiting ourselves from growing in it. DISCLAIMER : I do not claim to be a teacher. I am just a fallible human being that is speaking on my experiences, and my understanding of things. The only reliable authority we can have is Jesus Christ. Join : Facebook Group : https://www.facebook.com/groups/345175806532296 Donate : Patreon : https://www.patreon.com/kristinmichelle PayPal : paypal.me/sylcollective or you can use my email through PayPal if the direct link doesn't work (shineyourlightcollective@gmail.com) Connect : Email : shineyourlightcollective@gmail.com

tw (talk of flashbacks and traumatic material and demonic deliverance) In this video I give you a HUGE update about my Walk with God, and how I'm finally able to trauma-process and heal from what I've been through because I realize now what has been blocking me. I talk about Walking in the Spirit, and Gifts of the Spirit. Stay tuned for more! :) DISCLAIMER : I do not claim to be a teacher. I am just a fallible human being that is speaking on my experiences, and my understanding of things. The only reliable authority we can have is Jesus Christ. Join : Facebook Group : https://www.facebook.com/groups/345175806532296 Donate : Patreon : https://www.patreon.com/kristinmichelle PayPal : paypal.me/sylcollective or you can use my email through PayPal if the direct link doesn't work (shineyourlightcollective@gmail.com) Connect : Email : shineyourlightcollective@gmail.com

!!! *TRIGGER WARNING* !!! I talk about my experiences working in the legal sex porn industry online, the trauma I experienced, and how coming into relationship with Christ saved me from it once and for all even though the scars remain, and it will likely continue to haunt me for the rest of my life. Thank God I finally have Him to lean on and His Truth to guide me through healing from this. I will not let fear, shame, and silencing programming hold me back from sharing this anymore, because that's part of what made me go back into the work that last time around in March before I was saved after all the re-traumatization and sexual programming being set off. Never again. I pray for my safety, and the safety of others who are involved in this spiritual warfare, that are targeted by these organized groups, and have worked or are working or thinking about working the sex industry. Take care, and God Bless You All!! DISCLAIMER : I do not claim to be a teacher. I am just a fallible human being that is speaking on my experiences, and my understanding of things. The only reliable authority we can have is Jesus Christ. Join : Facebook Group : https://www.facebook.com/groups/345175806532296 Donate : Patreon : https://www.patreon.com/kristinmichelle PayPal : paypal.me/sylcollective or you can use my email through PayPal if the direct link doesn't work (shineyourlightcollective@gmail.com) Connect : Email : shineyourlightcollective@gmail.com

Just me talking about the Texas Winter Storm, sharing what happened, how God helped me through it, and what I learned :) DISCLAIMER : I do not claim to be a teacher. I am just a fallible human being that is speaking on my experiences, and my understanding of things. The only reliable authority we can have is Jesus Christ. Join : Facebook Group : https://www.facebook.com/groups/345175806532296 Donate : Patreon : https://www.patreon.com/kristinmichelle PayPal : paypal.me/sylcollective or you can use my email through PayPal if the direct link doesn't work (shineyourlightcollective@gmail.com) Connect : Email : shineyourlightcollective@gmail.com

In this video I share an update on where my mental health has been at and how that might impact content, also my life situation. Please keep me in your prayers, and you can also donate down below if you are able. Take care everyone. EDIT : I said that I deleted the videos, but I actually meant to say that I put them on private. DISCLAIMER : I do not claim to be a teacher. I am just a fallible human being that is speaking on my experiences, and my understanding of things. The only reliable authority we can have is Jesus Christ. Join : Facebook Group : https://www.facebook.com/groups/345175806532296 Donate : Patreon : https://www.patreon.com/kristinmichelle PayPal : paypal.me/sylcollective or you can use my email through PayPal if the direct link doesn't work (shineyourlightcollective@gmail.com) Connect : Email : shineyourlightcollective@gmail.com

In this video I talk about how people think they're Good, and the biblical perspective on this, and my own perspective as well now that I've come into relationship with Christ. DISCLAIMER : I do not claim to be a teacher. I am just a fallible human being that is speaking on my experiences, and my understanding of things. The only reliable authority we can have is Jesus Christ. Join : Facebook Group : https://www.facebook.com/groups/345175806532296 Donate : Patreon : https://www.patreon.com/kristinmichelle PayPal : paypal.me/sylcollective or you can use my email through PayPal if the direct link doesn't work (shineyourlightcollective@gmail.com) Connect : Email : shineyourlightcollective@gmail.com

tw for talking about trauma-related stuff In this video Ruby (one of my alters) is talking about the revelations she has gotten from connecting with Jesus, and spending time in the Word. You have to start somewhere. :) DISCLAIMER : I do not claim to be a teacher. I am just a fallible human being that is speaking on my experiences, and my understanding of things. The only reliable authority we can have is Jesus Christ. Join : Facebook Group : https://www.facebook.com/groups/345175806532296 Donate : Patreon : https://www.patreon.com/sylcollective PayPal : paypal.me/sylcollective or you can use my email through PayPal if the direct link doesn't work (shineyourlightcollective@gmail.com) Connect : Email : shineyourlightcollective@gmail.com

In this video I talk about some of my own mental health journey, get real about that in connection to my walk with God, my relationship with Him, and what I've noticed when it comes to how religion can approach things a lot of times, and how this can cause some people more than others to spiral out of control, and really struggle with their mental health even more than usual which may need some more insight. Mark DeJesus's Channel : https://www.youtube.com/user/marktdejesus Mental Health & The Bible : https://youtu.be/ixJbohSMlrc Religious OCD : https://youtu.be/GAiXwuAu6T0 DISCLAIMER : I do not claim to be a teacher. I am just a fallible human being that is speaking on my experiences, and my understanding of things. The only reliable authority we can have is Jesus Christ. Join : Facebook Group : https://www.facebook.com/groups/345175806532296 Donate : Patreon : https://www.patreon.com/kristinmichelle PayPal : paypal.me/sylcollective or you can use my email through PayPal if the direct link doesn't work (shineyourlightcollective@gmail.com) Connect : Email : shineyourlightcollective@gmail.com

In this video I talk about how religion is most often talked about separately from spirituality, and how there is a very good reason for this, and why I think that is. I also talk about religion vs. relationship. Check Out My New Public Playlist : https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLLJ8Tnfu0F9b40kv5hDUCvT5Tgi4-_BXM DISCLAIMER : I do not claim to be a teacher. I am just a fallible human being that is speaking on my experiences, and my understanding of things. The only reliable authority we can have is Jesus Christ. Join : Facebook Group : https://www.facebook.com/groups/345175806532296 Donate : Patreon : https://www.patreon.com/kristinmichelle PayPal : paypal.me/sylcollective or you can use my email through PayPal if the direct link doesn't work (shineyourlightcollective@gmail.com) Connect : Email : shineyourlightcollective@gmail.com

*TW* (Demonic Oppression, Sexual Assault) Hello everybody! If you haven't seen Parts 1-6 check out the playlist with all the videos I've done thus far! :) Playlist For This Entire Series : https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLLJ8Tnfu0F9Y-XmER6aBD3EIqwmT5lS3Z In this video I give an intro and then get into Part 7 of my detailed testimony series where I've been talking about how I got into all these spiritual practices which lead me into becoming closer with and bonding with demons. This is a pretty intense one, and it's probably one of if not the most central part to the whole series, because it is what actually lead me to realize I was dealing with demons which therefore lead me to call out to Jesus Christ and be saved. I also talk about many topics including twin flames which I couldn't fit above in the title of the description of the video! Shortly after I took this video, I discovered this video on the topics I discussed in this video, and whoa, this really brought it together in a way that blew my mind. Simulation theory, the Sci-Fi films I would watch of this nature to help keep programming in tact, the twisting of scripture, and opposition to God, them playing the creator, and trying to give me some sort of God complex, all explained in more detail here : https://youtu.be/EMty2StJ6BY DISCLAIMER : I do not claim to be a teacher. I am just a fallible human being that is speaking on my experiences, and my understanding of things. The only reliable authority we can have is Jesus Christ. Join : Facebook Group : https://www.facebook.com/groups/345175806532296 Donate : Patreon : https://www.patreon.com/kristinmichelle PayPal : paypal.me/sylcollective or you can use my email through PayPal if the direct link doesn't work (shineyourlightcollective@gmail.com) Connect : Email : shineyourlightcollective@gmail.com

EDIT : I have now heard from 2 people (who usually know what they're talking about) that Fallen Angels aren't the same as Demons, which I'm not sure how accurate that is yet, because I haven't done research on it, but just a heads up! CW (demons, organized abuse - not graphic) If you haven't watched Parts 1-4 yet, you can click on the individual links down below, and also access a public playlist that I will be adding the parts to overtime. Parts 1 & 2 : https://youtu.be/Vro11s9L6Jg Parts 3 & 4 : https://youtu.be/in9TK_t8i9g Full Playlist (will be updated overtime) : https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLLJ8Tnfu0F9Y-XmER6aBD3EIqwmT5lS3Z In this video of my detailed testimony series I first give an intro and then go into Parts 5 and 6 of the new-age practices I was involved in before being saved by Jesus Christ last year. In both parts I go into two things "astrology and number signs" where I actually didn't get into as deeply, but I was very serious about for many years. I feel both of these things primed me for digging deeper into other new-age practices I was involved in which ended up connecting and bonding me more intimately to the demons that were called upon during rituals I was made to be apart of as a child. In Part 5 I actually go into a lot more than just astrology, and dig in a bit into my understanding of the organized abuse I experienced since I was a child where I believe I was trained/programmed to seek out these practices, build these beliefs, and also to engage in sex-work as a child and an adult. I give the biblical understanding of my faith in connection to sin, lust, sex, and how the organized group used this to their advantage. In Part 6 is where I get into number signs, and how I was made to believe it was of God which now I don't believe it was after carefully evaluating the situation. DISCLAIMER : I do not claim to be a teacher. I am just a fallible human being that is speaking on my experiences, and my understanding of things. The only reliable authority we can have is Jesus Christ. Join : Facebook Group : https://www.facebook.com/groups/345175806532296 Donate : Patreon : https://www.patreon.com/kristinmichelle PayPal : paypal.me/sylcollective or you can use my email through PayPal if the direct link doesn't work (shineyourlightcollective@gmail.com) Connect : Email : shineyourlightcollective@gmail.com

*TRIGGER WARNING* (witchcraft ; spiritual practices) This video series has 4 parts so far, but I am only sharing Parts 3 and 4 in this particular video. These parts have already been posted in my group, and on Patreon, but will now be public. You can watch Parts 1 & 2 Here : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vro11s9L6Jg&t=1418s&ab_channel=ShineYourLightCollective In this video I give another intro and then I continue to go into the spiritual practices that I engaged in as a teenager, two of which were taught to me by my boyfriend at the time, one of the practices I misused. The practice I misused ended up leading me into a really sticky situation with a guy I met in my young adulthood that practiced witchcraft on me and it was a really traumatic experience. There was a lot of demonic activity. I now believe this is all tied in with the organized group that abused me with the Enemy's hand behind it all. I still haven't sorted everything out yet as I'm just beginning to heal from all this, but I share part of the story here in Part 3. And then in the Part 4 that comes immediately afterwards I talk about how I had a supernatural experience with music and ended up creating my own spiritual practices with it, using similar methods and tools I've discussed before. It gets really deep and heavy so proceed with caution. Only Christ could save me, and I share this in case there are others out there that may need to hear this. Added Note for Part 4: I did forget a few details when telling my story. When the music "glitches" happened the songs would also go silent or pause on the ones that I didn't want to listen to or didn't match up to the situation (environment/words of others/etc.), not just skip to the next song. Also, I used another technique in the early days of this practice, the same one I talked about using in Part 2 with oracle cards which was feeling the energy of where to stop to pick the song while scrolling up and down my library, not just using the muscle testing. There's probably much more to this, but the rest is too traumatic right now for me to express or even retrieve right now, but I may or may not go into more detail at a later date when I'm ready of course. Hope this is helpful. Take care all! *IMPORTANT* There are yet again a few quick flashes from poor editing. I'm not very good at technical stuff. But I will post it anyways because yet again I don't think it takes away from the message in the video, and I'm not going to let it stop me. I have figured out what the problem probably is, but I will have to look for a solution when I feel up for it. Researching technical stuff and experiencing these errors can increase my anxiety, so it's hard for me to make videos like other YouTubers, but I try my best, even if it doesn't look like it sometimes. DISCLAIMER : I do not claim to be a teacher. I am just a fallible human being that is speaking on my experiences, and my understanding of things. The only reliable authority we can have is Jesus Christ. Join : Facebook Group : https://www.facebook.com/groups/34517... Donate : Patreon : https://www.patreon.com/kristinmichelle PayPal : paypal.me/sylcollective or you can use my email through PayPal if the direct link doesn't work (shineyourlightcollective@gmail.com) Connect : Email : shineyourlightcollective@gmail.com

CW: (demonic activity/new-age spirituality) This video series has 4 parts so far, but I am only sharing Parts 1 and 2 in this particular video. These parts have already been posted in my group, and on Patreon, but will now be public. Watch Parts 3 & 4 Here : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=in9TK_t8i9g&t=61s&ab_channel=ShineYourLightCollective In the video I begin to detail my journey diving into spiritual practices since I was a teenager that brought me into a dark place, where I engaged with demons, that abused, tormented, and deceived me. I am a ritual abuse survivor that experienced many rituals in childhood where demons were called upon during these rituals, but in this series I am mostly discussing what I was lead into as I got older dealing with demons. I do believe I was influenced by the Enemy that was working through the organized group that abused me to take up these practices, and build and even stronger bond with these negative entities. I got into many practices before I even knew of the term "new-age" as a teen, and held many different beliefs that were constantly fluctuating. I believe these practices opened up the doorway to the spirit realm even further. I was very naive, and went in blind, and the only "protection" I had was more practices that these demons taught me to do to protect myself from them, obviously this didn't work, but would only trick me temporarily. They pretended to be other things such as guardian angels, dead people, etc. so I was never sure what they really were, and they're very good at getting you to make excuses for the things that are happening. I was heavily trauma-bonded to them, and it wasn't until this year that I figured out they were demons where it was now undeniable, and when nothing they taught me worked to fight them off, I called out to Jesus Christ, and he came and saved me from them. This is just the beginning of a long journey and testimony that I am called to share to help others that want to hear about the real dangers that can come with messing around the spirit realm as to know what they may be getting themselves into if they decide to or are already engaging in this kind of thing. I mentioned a couple of people in the video that have their own YouTube videos, and they are both ex-new agers themselves that are now saved by Jesus. Doreen Virtue was the first person I ever got into where I not only read some of her books at my grandma's house, but was given her oracle card decks by my aunt when I was a teen. And then I also mention Steven Bancarz who has a lot of great biblical based videos about different new-age practices where some of them have helped me come to grips and provided me further understanding of the reality of what I was involved in, along with many other testimonies on YouTube. It still shocks me to this day how many similarities there are with what other people have gone through when I've never watched any of their stuff before. All of this, my entire life connects back to the satanic roots of the organized abuse I went through, and has brought me a sense of clarity I've never gotten before, and an understanding of why I went through what I did and the reasonings behind it. Spiritual warfare. Doreen Virtue : https://www.youtube.com/user/4AngelTherapy Steven Bancarz : https://www.youtube.com/user/stevenbancarzSSM DISCLAIMER : I do not claim to be a teacher. I am just a fallible human being that is speaking on my experiences, and my understanding of things. The only reliable authority we can have is Jesus Christ. Join : Facebook Group : https://www.facebook.com/groups/345175806532296 Donate : Patreon : https://www.patreon.com/kristinmichelle PayPal : paypal.me/sylcollective or you can use my email through PayPal if the direct link doesn't work (shineyourlightcollective@gmail.com) Connect : Email : shineyourlightcollective@gmail.com

TRIGGER WARNING!!!! (graphic trauma, ritual abuse) !!!!!!!!!!UPDATE : I have a video since I started healing what is called Dissociative Identity Disorder which I share much more detail in part with what I went through. God Bless :) https://youtu.be/ANac32m0K9o !!!!!!!!!!!!!! This video was taken in September very early on in my born-again journey and it goes into detail about how the trauma I went through kept me from having faith and coming into relationship with Jesus Christ. It was first posted in our Facebook group and on Patreon so I did an intro at the beginning of the video to help re-introduce it. I hope that it helps those out there that haven't felt able to join any of our closed spaces where we discuss in detail our experiences. I understand just how hard it would be as a survivor, and I hope my testimony helps you to feel less alone. In the future I do hope to take a video talking about ways that believers can approach survivors that have experienced religious/spiritual trauma in a way as to not trigger them and cross their boundaries so they aren't harmed and pushed even further away from desiring a relationship with Christ. I know in this video I didn't go into solutions on that in a whole lot of detail. Much care to everyone!! *IMPORTANT* There are some glitches I can see in the video, a flash that come up on the screen while watching it, looks like it only happens like a couple of times in the first part of the video. I am going to leave the video up for now, I'm not sure what is causing it, but it doesn't stop anyone from hearing everything I'm saying, and it's very quick, so I don't think it will take away from the message of the video, but yeah, I apologize everyone for any inconvenience it may cause. I will take it into consideration for now, and look into the problem. DISCLAIMER : I do not claim to be a teacher. I am just a fallible human being that is speaking on my experiences, and my understanding of things. The only reliable authority we can have is Jesus Christ. Join : Facebook Group : https://www.facebook.com/groups/345175806532296 Donate : Patreon : https://www.patreon.com/kristinmichelle PayPal : paypal.me/sylcollective or you can use my email through PayPal if the direct link doesn't work (shineyourlightcollective@gmail.com) Connect : Email : shineyourlightcollective@gmail.com

CW : (medical, sui, religion, car accident) From the book called "It's Not Supposed To Be This Way" (Finding Unexpected Strength When Disappointments Leave You Shattered) by Lysa Terkeurst I read a part of it from one of the chapters that really inspired me, and I felt the need to share with others. I really hope it helps. :) Join : Facebook Group : https://www.facebook.com/groups/345175806532296 Donate : Patreon : https://www.patreon.com/kristinmichelle PayPal : paypal.me/sylcollective or you can use my email through PayPal if the direct link doesn't work (shineyourlightcollective@gmail.com) Connect : Email : shineyourlightcollective@gmail.com

TW for mentioning of trauma related stuff, triggers, alcohol, and of course for religious beliefs, obviously most of my videos are related to this now, but not everyone subscribed may realize it yet, so I'm trying to TW as much as possible even though this whole channel is basically a TW. Hope it helps! In this video in the first part I talk about my personal experience with recognizing how God has been working in my life in the past and present, and then in the second half I go into three different stories of answered prayers since becoming a believer, and how I'm being used for God's purposes in relation to them. DISCLAIMER : I do not claim to be a teacher. I am just a fallible human being that is speaking on my experiences, and my understanding of things. The only reliable authority we can have is Jesus Christ. Facebook Group (This is where I share more detailed content and connect more! Most Believers and Allies (18+) are welcome as long as you follow the rules!): https://www.facebook.com/groups/345175806532296 Patreon : https://www.patreon.com/kristinmichelle (donation-based at this time, meaning there are no guarantees about what is being provided here. There's even more detailed content here that you can't get in the FB group, and of course A LOT of older content is here as well!) Email : shineyourlightcollective@gmail.com (contact me anytime! I'm bad at replying, but I will do my best!) PayPal Donation Link : paypal.me/sylcollective or you can use my email through PayPal if the direct link doesn't work (shineyourlightcollective@gmail.com) (this is an alternative option to donate if you don't want to join Patreon monthly! The help is really appreciated as it helps to keep this channel and the FB group running!)

*TW* (this content may be triggering, please proceed with caution!) This is the continuation of my testimony but this time it's about what happened after I had been saved by Jesus. Part 1 ( general testimony) : https://youtu.be/InKhxWt_L74 DISCLAIMER : I do not claim to be a teacher. I am just a fallible human being that is speaking on my experiences, and my understanding of things. The only reliable authority we can have is Jesus Christ. Facebook Group (This is where I share more detailed content and connect more! Most Believers and Allies (18+) are welcome as long as you follow the rules!): https://www.facebook.com/groups/345175806532296 Patreon : https://www.patreon.com/kristinmichelle (donation-based at this time, meaning there are no guarantees about what is being provided here. There's more detailed content here that you can't get in the FB group, and of course A LOT of older content is here as well!) Email : shineyourlightcollective@gmail.com (contact me anytime! I'm bad at replying, but I will do my best!) PayPal Donation Link : paypal.me/sylcollective (alternative option to donate)

!!!!!!!!!!!! I've updated my testimony in part here, I will share more as I continue to heal from what is called Dissociative Identity Disorder. :) https://youtu.be/ANac32m0K9o !!!!!!!!!!!!!! (TW!) In this video I give a general testimony of my journey coming into relationship with Jesus Christ. If you would like to have access to more detailed content and more of my testimony you can either join my donation-based Patreon, and/or the free FB group I mentioned before! :) (: Part 2: (contiuation) of this Testimony : https://youtu.be/gKSSi3CKjJ0 DISCLAIMER : I do not claim to be a teacher. I am just a fallible human being that is speaking on my experiences, and my understanding of things. The only reliable authority we can have is Jesus Christ. Facebook Group : https://www.facebook.com/groups/345175806532296 (This community is more active than the Patreon, and so far the current members have been so loving and kind. Most people (18+) are welcome as long as they follow the rules and answer membership questions. I try to make it as conflict free as possible.) Patreon : https://www.patreon.com/kristinmichelle (donation-based at this time, meaning there are no guarantees about what is being provided here, members aren't as active at this time, but they do like to help out still it seems which I'm very thankful for! It helps a lot! There's good content here, some that you can't get in the FB group, and of course A LOT of older content is there from before my coming to Christ at least for now!) Email : shineyourlightcollective@gmail.com (contact me anytime! I'm bad at replying, but I will do my best!) PayPal Donation Link : paypal.me/sylcollective (alternative option to donate)